I’ve been binging and purging. Purging with kink. I know, I know. It’s not good. You’re not supposed to do it. It’s unhealthy. But life gets in the way of “shoulds”. My husband has asked me not to play with others. Hell, he doesn’t even want me talking with anyone! So I was kind of… Continue reading Confession
Daddy says I can smell bullshit a mile away. I’m inclined to agree. One of the main pain points of my relationship with my husband is that he’s a stubborn bullshitter. I tell all of the men in my life to just be honest with me. Tell me what you want, and I can work… Continue reading Another Counseling Session
I’m stubborn as shit…well, maybe not as stubborn as Daddy but still I can hold my own. And I’m really struggling to move past the negative emotions that have built up in my marriage and focus on our future–whatever that holds. My husband is trying and I sincerely appreciate his efforts. I’m trying to work… Continue reading The Road to Forgiveness
I find that much like sex, I can only go so long without being dominated. The longest length of time I went (out of sheer will) was 17 days. The average is about 7 days. This is not to be confused with being little. That’s 24/7 and while the urge to call someone “Daddy” can… Continue reading The Need to Submit
It feels good to have you back in my life, even as just a friend and not my dom. I missed your voice and your laugh and your kissy faces. And I missed you not flinching from my sarcasm, being interested in my well being, being there for me. I missed hearing you ramble on about… Continue reading Dear Friend
My tits hurt. I’m sitting, or rather lying, here with these blasted nipple clamps on because I told Daddy in a roundabout way that I needed a funishment. Then he remembered that I had broken a rule today…and decided a real punishment was needed instead. So I get to wait here while he walks the… Continue reading Punishment
Well, we haven’t really broken up per se. We’re just…slowing down. T-minus 2-3 weeks. It’s bittersweet. Us winding down is much, much better than us going cold turkey. His life is beginning to pick up pace. Over the past week, our everyday, all day chatting has been cut down to a few short messages. Our phone… Continue reading Breakup? Take 2!