I don’t know how many days it’s been since I’ve been subjected to a power exchange situation. I stopped counting and focused on my marriage. What I do know is that the itch is starting to get louder. Stronger. I’m starting to miss my kink. I think I’m try to talk to Husband about it… Continue reading Feeling the itch
So for the past month or so T and I have tapered off even more. Largely due to me- I needed to focus on my marriage and wasn’t feeling well mentally. I don’t have the energy to follow rules and even talk everyday. T has been very understanding of course, but he says he misses… Continue reading Little Girl / Big Girl
I absolutely love being a babygirl. I love being able to call a man ‘Daddy’. I love being able to be silly and playful…and not get strange looks lol. I love my toys- both little and adult ones. I like the pet names that come with my Doms. Daddy calls me ‘kitten’. I love the… Continue reading Random Thoughts
Daddy says I can smell bullshit a mile away. I’m inclined to agree. One of the main pain points of my relationship with my husband is that he’s a stubborn bullshitter. I tell all of the men in my life to just be honest with me. Tell me what you want, and I can work… Continue reading Another Counseling Session
I’m stubborn as shit…well, maybe not as stubborn as Daddy but still I can hold my own. And I’m really struggling to move past the negative emotions that have built up in my marriage and focus on our future–whatever that holds. My husband is trying and I sincerely appreciate his efforts. I’m trying to work… Continue reading The Road to Forgiveness
My tits hurt. I’m sitting, or rather lying, here with these blasted nipple clamps on because I told Daddy in a roundabout way that I needed a funishment. Then he remembered that I had broken a rule today…and decided a real punishment was needed instead. So I get to wait here while he walks the… Continue reading Punishment
Well, we haven’t really broken up per se. We’re just…slowing down. T-minus 2-3 weeks. It’s bittersweet. Us winding down is much, much better than us going cold turkey. His life is beginning to pick up pace. Over the past week, our everyday, all day chatting has been cut down to a few short messages. Our phone… Continue reading Breakup? Take 2!